For Scott. We were having a lot of problems because I had a crush on another guy, Chris, that's been going on for awhile, & I didn't know what decision to make. Just a lot of negative things built up between us to the point that I wasn't happy anymore & I ended up breaking up with Scott & going out with Chris in the end..

My tear is a cloud

It hangs over my head

It follows me everywhere

Even into my bed

My tear is a way

For me to sort through

All these emotions

I've been feeling for you

My life is falling apart

Without you what am I?

If I knew any better

I'd sit down & cry

I've cried enough already

I can't feel my own tears

My face is as numb as my heart

My echoes are all anyone hears

If you only knew

How hard this is for me

You wouldn't stand there & say

I know how this will be

I know I don't know much

But I do know that I care about you

I do crave your touch

But maybe I just need time right now

Before ________&________After

Older List:
Narcissus - 2007-12-12
Without - 2007-11-18
Hunger - 2007-11-18
Beyond - 2007-11-18
So Beautiful - 2007-10-12