
A poem about depression..I had it for at least two years before I finally became happier for some reason.
Why can't I be happy
What's so wrong with my life
Wish I could lie, in a puddle & die
Drown in the mire
Get lost in the mud
Maybe then I'd feel something
More definite than unhappy & tired
Feeling almost numb now
Heart ripped too many times to repair
Screams won't do me any good now that I've lost all sense to care
Don't know what ever happened to make my life go so downhill,
Wish I'd had a life to get back in the first place
But, it was only my shadow of one
Wish I'd never met the human race.
Before ________&________After
Older List:
Narcissus - 2007-12-12
Without - 2007-11-18
Hunger - 2007-11-18
Beyond - 2007-11-18
So Beautiful - 2007-10-12